ALEXIS SCHRAMEL
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(journal entry)

4/4/2023

 
I don't want to write a poem.
I don't want to tell you how I feel
Words rip into my soul
Violently grasping to be let out
Screaming, screeching, scratching
until it is swollen and sore

I hate her
The girl who controls the fog of my memories
She wont let me feel the joy of the swing sets
On the swing sets I used to escape chaos and cruelty
soothing rocking motions
like being in a body of water
Ceaselessly
she taunts me to analyze every emotion. Only to label me as weak.
Why is she protecting me?
She wont let me speak.

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  • Portfolio
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    • Paper >
      • Relations
      • Native Seeds
      • Special Sheets
    • Site-Responsive >
      • Time/Light Painting
      • Holding Space
      • WWW.
    • Form of a Concept >
      • Bring It To Me
      • googly eyes on garbage bags
      • Chair
      • Foam Board
    • Community-focus >
      • Mobile Murals
      • Collaboration Rocks
  • Writing
    • Art
    • Poetry
    • Scientific Synopsis: Art for A Lifetime
    • Therapeutic Art-making in Long-Term Care